thoughts for the day: whatever happen to forever??
waddup pple...im feeling under the weather right now...so bear with me if i get cranky in this entry...i totally gv up on getting a place on Temasek Poly...coz the last time i checked my application is still "under consideration"...im like ferget it,watever..i did my best and if i cldnt get in,then i'mma have to find a job and try again nxt yr...most of my frens cldnt make it...some with gpa higher than 3.5...so im not putting alot of hopes into my own application lar...its freaking exhausting to wait for smthng tt puts u on the edge eh...
anw,had an emotional time ystdae lar...was at my youngest uncle's hse...then me and mom sorta squabble...and i was so mad lar...then alamak my uncle go and pujuk me sumore...apa lagik meleleh lar air mater ku ini...i nvr intend to cry ok...but i was mad and sore and vulnerable lar...so yar,cried infront of everybody...dayum!!! but its not easy to cajole me...so i didnt utter a single word until we reached home lar...i just need my space!!i mean com'on lar im almost 20 ok...im an adult!! cant i make my own decision...i've alwaes been making my own decision anws so why only now does she decide tt she wants to make tt decision for me...susah datang ar!!
i cant wait for 2mrw...will be receiving my edusave merit bursary...i dun wanna get up on stage...i just want the chq and get outta der lar...leceh sak nak naik stage ni sumer...then i'mma go on a hunting spree to buy me new handphone coz its been long overdue...and the rest of the moolahs imma save it for my "rainy days"...if theres one to come lar...
oritey..i gtg...need to get on the fone with Junainah Bte M.Puad...so till then...
ciao amigo!!
h"ud"a
