its hard;goodbye hurts

as much as hate to watch u walked away from me...
i have to do wat i felt was right at that point of time...
i chose to let go..chose to go thru life alone without u by my side...
now i realized how much u meant to me and i wanna apologize...
but words said are not meant to be taken back...
i admitted my mistakes...but will i ever get the chance to talk to u ever again...???
i miss you and i want so bad to talk to you...
will u ever forgive me???