thoughts for the day: as we go on,we remember all the times we had together
oritey people out there...
guess its time for me to actually fill u guys in about
the on-goings on my life...
so if this entry seems to be too looong...
i apologize aight...
here it goes...
first thing first,i wanna talk about the exams...
well its OVER and done with obviously...
im glad i managed to catch up on the topics
and hopefully i do well for them...
but the thing with exams being over is that
school is DUNZO too...
which of course led to separation from my friends of 2 yrs...
now tts the hardest thang to do...
Friendship built over 2 years..
Lotsa ups and downs...
Fights,tears and of coz laughter...
and its hard to leave the place lar...
on the last dae,i went up to clear my locker
and suddenly tears welled up...
its like finally we're graduating
and altho' most of us wished it good riddance,
the thot of not seeing our friends as often was inevitable...
those were the people who made my time in ITE
a time worth living for...
and its them who showed me the true meaning to the word
"FRIENDSHIP"...
u can call anyone your friend
but not many are as trueful as they can get...
and im very lucky tt god made these pple my true-blue frens
u guys alwaes put a smile on my face every single day...
school would be boring without the company of u guys...
the eating together sessions and many more will alwaes be remembered
to sara and sop:
we've been friends since sec one
and now we're even closer eventho' we rarely see each other in school...
the both of you knew me inside out and im truly grateful
that even with lotsa of miscommunication and squabbling,
y'all still stood by me and love me for who i am...
to jun & ana:
y'all are the closest gfs i had in sch apart from my best buddies(S&S)...
being there for me when i was down and
showed me how to be a good friend...
nvr once judging me...
i love YOUS!!
to abid & amsyar:
my two jackasses...the craziest of the lot
always made me laugh my heart out...
those bonding sessions at NOODS was the best time
i ever had lar...
we toked abt everything and altho' we didnt managed to keep the "tradition" going after the separation into 2 class, it was still the best time...
i've never met any guys like the 2 of you...
i love YOUS too!!
to nora,tika & nisah:
my daes in ITE is not complete without the three of u...
u guys are truly amazing and forever kind to me...
i heart YOUS lar!!
to Adlina & fEfE:
eventho' our frienship doesn't span over 2 long years,
im still grateful i got to know the both of you...
2 AWESOME individuals tt will forever etched in my mind...
LOVE YA!!!!
and to those whom my words might have hurt you,
i sincerely apologise from the bottom of my heart...
i don't really intend to bury any hatchets yet
but hopefully time will help me...
to husna(if u're reading this ever):
i know u never intended to make stories about me
but do think of the consequences lar...
its not nice right having me come up to your face
and bombarded you with anger...
i let the matter rest loong time ago,
but i said to you before and i'll say it again.
if you don't intend to be my friend then stop spreading lies
and act all innocent coz i don't either...
to aisyah:
i don't think i have tt lotsa probs with you...
we had lotta pretty good times and
u've been a great friend...
so cheers!
to syaf:
the feeling of hatred is well..MUTUAL!
u noe i hate you and i noe u hate me..obviously
i'm sorry i can't stand you
and im sure i've said things tt might be hurtful to your ears
or someone else's ears abt you...
but whatever differences we had,
im ready to bury them...
well,almost ready lar...i dunno can do or not...
but don't worry,if i ever see u on some streets,
be sure to see me smile at you...=)
to my teachers:
thanks for guiding me and
showing tt with absolute faith in oneself
and also hardwork+determination
we can go far in life...
also i wanna thanks my family for believing in their eldest daughter...
giving her the chance to set her own future
and seeing her through her "teenage" period...
appreciate all tt...
to my besty,thanks for lecturing me abt how impt sch is
and tt i shd be grateful tt i still have the chance to study unlike you...
and alwaes give me tt strength to carry on when life seemed to
play a horrible joke on me and lending me a listening ear
whenever i needed them and those hugs of comfort
telling me tt everything is gonna be alryt...
i really do appreciate all the lil2 gestures u've done for me...
all of u made me a BETTER person
by showing your care and guidance...
if i ever let you down,
i apologise coz it nvr ever crossed my mind to do tt...
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!
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oritey,finally managed to met up with sara
after what seems like forever...
i had lotsa fun goofing around with my homegurl...
we sang along to songs like " '03 Bonnie & Clyde"
and "kau" in the train...we even did a lil dance...
it was a day worth spending...
i love you babe!
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ahhh!!!
i'm finally done with the nvr-ending entry...
so sorry again for being long-winded!
g'nyte!!
